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This is a place I’ve carved out to escape the tech tyrants and their oppression. But it is also a space where I share what I’ve accumulated throughout my life and what I am still creating today. Here, you’ll generally find my crack theories :D about magic and art, consciousness and madness, life and death.

For many years, I conducted extensive research and experiments on consciousness. It was a comparative study, benefiting from various altered states of consciousness. All this work led me to some very special conclusions regarding magic. You can discover the details as you explore the site.

I view art as an inseparable part of magic. My art incorporates many elements. Alongside the studies I mentioned earlier, I draw heavy inspiration from my dreams, and I am also developing a story. You can find all my paintings in the gallery. Don’t hesitate to wander the site and browse the content—you might find things that catch your interest!

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The site is Opened finally ! After a long intense work the alpha/beta :D version is ready for your apetite! Feel free to hang around the site. There are still some bugs and dead links but i will handle them in time no worries:D.




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The Vault Of The Dreaming

The left side of the room opens up to a region that pushes the boundaries of the world as we know it. Here, you can find articles, studies, and works on many taboo subjects. To summarize briefly:

Even though we perceive our lived world as a limited experience within strict rules, this is merely a visible image. The mystery of our existence and our lives is actually always at the edge of our vision. Consciousness plays a much larger role than we think. Because most of us spend our lives within the same sphere, we don’t even know of the existence of other spheres (experience fields) or what they are like.



This is actually quite natural. In normal life too, a person can live and die in a completely closed society or village, never knowing what is happening in other countries. For us, there is always much to discover, both in our physical world and in consciousness itself. What we fail to notice is how much our beliefs and thoughts actually stabilize and fix the world we live in. This entire creative process actually stems from the ability of consciousness—which we call magic—to shape reality.

But as I said, this way of living in the world is neither the only one nor the final one. All consciousnesses are intersections across all space and time, and they all fundamentally unite in the Oneness of Existence. Personally, I used to think of this unity as a massive energy mass, as science describes it. However, it never occurred to me that this energy could itself be conscious. This became a paradigm shift that changed everything for me.

Here you can access detailed information on many fringe topics such as:

Dreams,Magic,Psychosis and madness,Altered states of consciousness,Death and life,Spirits,Abstract entities,Extraterrestrial entities,Gods,Essence, Truth,Ancient civilizations

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Daily Life and Blog

On the right side of the room, there are headings where you can interact more with my worldly life. You can also access my blog and diaries here. I dove so deep into metaphysics and conspiracy topics for years that I almost lost my life. But in the end, I realized how important the balance between the two actually is. I used to think that with magic and what I knew, I could escape this world. But everything is actually nested within each other. And this life, with its good and bad, is a part of magic that I cannot neglect. In this section, you can discover more about me.

On this side, where I give more room to everyday social topics rather than just fringe subjects, I try to share myself sincerely. Here you can find a little bit of everything: funny and interesting scenes from my life, photos, thoughts, art, emotions, life, worries, and more. I hope you’ll find things you like. I’m as colorful and polite as I am grumpy and eccentric.

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Gallery

Don’t leave without checking out my gallery.

Drawing has always held a very special place in my life. It’s a wonderful activity that I’ve done since I can remember, one that relaxes me and gives me great pleasure. Despite this, I only realized I was an artist years later. For 20–25 years of my life, I saw myself as a man of science, as my profession required. But in truth, that was just a deception I told myself due to stereotypes and labels. I believe that every person is an artist. This is something you need to believe. Education is just a tool that helps you present this identity more effectively. But never think, like I did, that you can’t be an artist just because you didn’t get formal training. Remember, we all came into this world as artists!

Art is multifaceted. It can play a part in everything from the expression of emotions to human self-discovery. What attracts me most is the diversity, even the infinity, of our inner feelings. There are many things I can’t describe with words. For some, I’m too lazy to describe them with words :D

Works

Sometimes I think of drawing as a way of taking photographs of our personal experiences. I used to be a very good dreamer. There were some dreams that featured scenes and images beyond this world I see. Of course, add psychedelics to that. There is no technological device that can capture these. Only art can. Just like those striking illustrations in old encyclopedias, I am now capturing scenes from the deepest depths of our subconscious. I’ve always loved comics and fantasy. I am also trying to create a story in this context. The funny thing is that the only comic I’ve ever finished was made when I was 11. After that, my perfectionism sabotaged me so much that I struggle to sustain anything longer than 10 pages. But I won’t give up; I’ll reach the end step by step :D

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The Internet Is Still Alive!

And I hope it will be revived. I first created this place to escape the tech tyrants. I believe that when we detach from the new internet mindset where everything is ready-made and shoved in our faces, we can still make real connections and access pure content.

Below, you can find links to interesting sites, videos, and books.

If you ever feel lost on the site, you can always reach the archive from the library, or other pages from the hub above.

Links coming soon...

Contact

If you’d like to communicate more, you can send me an email directly. Also, don’t neglect writing something in the guestbook. Your messages make me very happy!**

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The Vault Of The Dreaming

Random Thoughts and Reveries

Fundamentals

Experinces, Experiments and Field Reports

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Vault Of The Waking

Recent Entries

Here you can find the latest blog entries. On the next pages you can view them as catalogs.

Journal

Whats happennig lately...

Studio and Artwork

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Vault Of The Dreaming